I thought this feeling gone. This deep sickening anger boils my bones. Rage consumes me to the point where happiness hides for hours or days. Why? I thought you had gone, had left out the door. I thought you made a home somewhere else, but here you are tearing up…

Fire of anger rages within my inner core. Madness and chaos scream judgment. I try to cage in this rage, but it ripples outward seeping out before I can stop it. Inside my stomach rests an icky pool of irritation oil. The birds that live in my soul are trying…

Why must we do things that are bad for us? Why give into such activities that grind away at our souls? Each day I feel my body dying just a little bit. Thankfully, I am at an age still where my body heals itself over and over generating new cells…

The energy in a public space always makes me feel chaotic. People traveling in and out, some simply passing by while others linger. Some energy good, some bad. But mixed in with mine it feels amplified and chaotic. I make it chaotic. My mind gets wrapped up in thoughts and…

Choice. To choose love. To choose pleasure. I feel empty. I feel the need to fill myself up with pleasures that are empty just to fill the space. To fill the time. Every day there is an overwhelming responsibility to do, to accomplish, to succeed. And I am stuck in…

My mind has been fogged for some time now. Toxins of paranoia fill in the cracks in the brick walls of this city. Disappearing into the darkness, they hide from my sight but linger in my mind. I have been drowning. It has been happening for a while, and I…

I’m stuck between extremes. I think this is why I love dancing.

Did you ever have a deciding moment or time when you found that answer? I am looking forward to being alive again, but everything is in constant fluctuation and I don't know how to handle it most of the time.

Suppose there is a door. And for some reason or another, you want to reach that door and open it. But before you reach that door you will have to get to the midpoint between that door and yourself. Once you get to the midpoint, there will be another midpoint…