Apr 27, 2021A New Meaning of LifeI didn’t expect my life to go in this direction. Though I suppose no one really knows where life will take them. The twists and turns pull at me. So many decisions left to make. I ponder on which direction I will go next. Maybe East? Then west? Then south…Life3 min readLife3 min read
Apr 15, 2021Anger and FearI thought this feeling gone. This deep sickening anger boils my bones. Rage consumes me to the point where happiness hides for hours or days. Why? I thought you had gone, had left out the door. I thought you made a home somewhere else, but here you are tearing up…Anger1 min readAnger1 min read
Apr 11, 2021anGerFire of anger rages within my inner core. Madness and chaos scream judgment. I try to cage in this rage, but it ripples outward seeping out before I can stop it. Inside my stomach rests an icky pool of irritation oil. The birds that live in my soul are trying…Anger2 min readAnger2 min read
Apr 5, 2021IsolationWhy must we do things that are bad for us? Why give into such activities that grind away at our souls? Each day I feel my body dying just a little bit. Thankfully, I am at an age still where my body heals itself over and over generating new cells…Isolation5 min readIsolation5 min read
Mar 28, 2021in a public spaceThe energy in a public space always makes me feel chaotic. People traveling in and out, some simply passing by while others linger. Some energy good, some bad. But mixed in with mine it feels amplified and chaotic. I make it chaotic. My mind gets wrapped up in thoughts and…Mental Health2 min readMental Health2 min read
Mar 27, 2021Where to go from here?Choice. To choose love. To choose pleasure. I feel empty. I feel the need to fill myself up with pleasures that are empty just to fill the space. To fill the time. Every day there is an overwhelming responsibility to do, to accomplish, to succeed. And I am stuck in…Choices2 min readChoices2 min read
Mar 12, 2021to the girl i’m moving on fromMy mind has been fogged for some time now. Toxins of paranoia fill in the cracks in the brick walls of this city. Disappearing into the darkness, they hide from my sight but linger in my mind. I have been drowning. It has been happening for a while, and I…Self2 min readSelf2 min read
Feb 26, 2021Battle of DancingI’m stuck between extremes. I think this is why I love dancing.Life3 min readLife3 min read
Feb 14, 2021I think all of us have had a situation or point in our lives when we ask ourselves, "Is death…101Annelise LordsDid you ever have a deciding moment or time when you found that answer?Did you ever have a deciding moment or time when you found that answer? I am looking forward to being alive again, but everything is in constant fluctuation and I don't know how to handle it most of the time.1 min read1 min readDid you ever have a deciding moment or time when you found that answer? I am looking forward to being alive again, but everything is in constant fluctuation and I don't know how to handle it most of the time.----
Feb 7, 2021Zeno’s Dichotomy ParadoxSuppose there is a door. And for some reason or another, you want to reach that door and open it. But before you reach that door you will have to get to the midpoint between that door and yourself. Once you get to the midpoint, there will be another midpoint…Paradox4 min readParadox4 min read